Words Of Life.

Well its end of the week and results are out and lets say that they were far below expectations, well i can't say that i didn't see this one coming but ihad hope that a mirical would happen. Well i guess you can't live on luck alone i guess, well i got no one to blame but myself, but next year will be different i'm sure of it. Well on the lighter side of life i got into the Uni Appartments and will be living with my buddies next year yeah "Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu!!!!!" (which just means pplease take care of me...... probably hahahaha), oh and i finally got a proper job starting the 1st of Dec will tell more after the first day of work, so lets hope that the people there will be nice to me(hmmm i wonder if this is the reason that my luck maxed out ????). Well this week has been ok except that sheryl was amitted into hospital for infection around the intestine area if i remembered correctly, but not to worry she's back home now resting and i hope she gets well really really soon sigh..... poorthing from what i have gathered her life is not going really well what with the classic neglecting bf and all and now this infection thing, i don't really know much as she dosen't confide in me anymore hahaha guess this counseler just got the sack hehe, but i guess she'll be all right she has tons of friends she can turn to for comfort and stuff so heres wishing her a speedy recovery and hope that she gets her life sorted out.

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Not There...

I stare at you across the room,
And I see your warm smiling face,
I try to see the inside you hide,
Your feelings I try to embrace.

I realize as I look at you,
As I just sit and stare,
I can see you perfectly clear,
But for some reason you're not really there.

As I look at you silent and bare,
At the mystery that is you,
The true you I will never see,
No matter how good the view.

I realize how much that you have changed,
How you don't seem to care,
I stare at you across the room,
But yet you are not there.

Jasmine