Words Of Life.

Well Well Well its been about 2mths since the last entry for mi i can even see the cobbwebs growing hehehe. Well i guess its a good time to blog feeling emotionaly unstable at the moment, juz told my ex gf that i still loved her hehehe. Well it didnt ended hw i hoped it would, but i guess my heart is satisfied. Looks like fairy tales are juz tat fairy tales, in real life the prince doesnt always get the princess and happly ever afters are rarer then diamonds, i guess its all my fault, "A coward's love knows only regret." today i learn hw true that is. I loved her since i was 14 i didnt tell her she was my one and only till 4 years later, my heart weeps when i think abt it, things would have been different i'm certain of this now since she told mi she liked mi since then too, finally got the courafe to ask her out when i was 19 dun knw hw it happened it juz did everything went well, and we were an item on new years day, that was the happiest moment of my life period. Things didnt have a happy ending there, faced lots of problems, parents, school etc. but i truly treasured ever moment of it finally the inevitable happened she wanted to break up as we did spend much time together wat wif mi in camp and she wif sch and parent's objection to her having a bf, the sad part is tat i let her go wif out a fight thought it was for the best that if she could be happy notting really mattered (IDIOT!!!!!!!!), was apart for abt a year then came a wonderful day we patched up and were together again, but my joy was short lived barely passed 3 days we were apart again and it happened on April Fools day the irony (She really has a wicked sense of humor) , and i guess thats tat went to Aus and kind of never saw her again, still kept in touch wif her ever now and again on MsN, but i have alwasy loved her and i guess a part of mi always will. Heres to her and her new life may lady luck always be by her side.
And so ends another chapter in my life..........
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Mi and mi cousins

Mi and Huilee

Where did you go... I will never know

Where did you go... I will never know,

Now that I think... I think of you!

The way you looked and the way I held you,

Where did you go... I will never know.

So many come and so many go,

But, you will always be in my soul.

Yes, where did you go... I will never know.

I wish I could hold you and kiss you and never let you go

I called and called but you never came...

Where did you go... I will never know.

You said, you loved me but, that can't be true'

Cause, now you're with him and I'm not with you.

Yes, Where did you go... I will never know.

Jasmine